āBeneath thinkingness, beneath feelingness, beneath all ideology, beneath all form, thereās that which is non-form, that which you call āmeā, the Self. If I take off one leg youāre still me, if I take off another leg youāre still me, if I take off an ear, youāre still me. The āmeā is not the physical body, because we can remove it piece by piece and youāll still say, āIām meā. Donovanās brain sitting there thinks Iām still me. The sense of self then is independent of physicality. To know that, you know youāre not the physical body. The sense of self does not change with thinkingness. Certainly as one gets older oneās thinkingness can totally change about just about everything, and yet the sense of I, the Self, is not changed, the Atman, the Self, Self with a capital S.
It seems strange to Christian tradition to call the presence of God within, Self with a capital S. Sounds strange and somewhat foreign. To those who are familiar with foreign spiritual literature it is not strange, but to people with a Christian background it seems strange to call the center, the core of oneās existence, Self with a capital S. Soul is more acceptable. To experience oneās soul then, oneās eternal soul, as oneās reality would become closer to common Christian thinking. As the awareness, as the reality unfolds, there is no difference between that which you are, there is no difference between God immanent and God transcendent. Those are just styles of languaging. That which is the source of oneās own existence is not different than that which is the source and the essence of all of the universe throughout all of time. Thatās the first stunning awareness, that one ever even worried about life seems like the ultimate joke. How one could have forgotten such a stunning and obvious reality is rather startling. That which shines forth, that which shines forth and gives one a sense of reality, you see, you accept a sense of reality of your experience without question. Why should you experience that which you experience as reality? Is there something out there that would give a special sense of reality? You see how you just assume that as a given. That which youāre looking for is that which you overlooked because you assume it as a given. That which you assume as a given is exactly that which youāre trying to find.
Itās like youāre so used to living in space that you fail to recognize space anymore, you just take space for granted. Itās miraculous that one can experience anything. Itās miraculous to have the capacity to experience. Does a rock experience? To be conscious, to be aware, to experience oneās own existence, is already a rather incredible event, but we take it for granted. But once one grasps the significance of that, you realize to exist and be aware that you exist is miraculous. The miracle of oneās existence, of thee OāLord, I am. Without God you would not exist, and the source of oneās existence is not different than the core of that which you are. So the soul cannot be ānot-Godā, it can only be part and parcel of all that exists in a particular expression.ā
from “God: Transcendent and Immanentā Nov 2002 dvd set